Sunday, May 22, 2011

sititNg hEre alonE

Sitting here alone

I am sitting here alone with my tearfull eyes
I am sitting here alone with just my memories.

People around just passed by me
This was where I wanted to be.

Looking at the world I feel it’s the happy place
May be I was the one who lived in the sad phase.

Friends and family around I always wish
Now that everything with them I miss.

I am sitting here alone like every year
I am sitting here alone to shed my tear.

Living my life was so difficult
No one cared how I ever felt.

Like a toy I was to everyone
Playing with me was the fun.

To kill myself was never the plan
I had to do it for my man.

Sitting here alone I rest in peace
My life to all looks like a broken piece.
-----X----

sHadoW


shadow
I followed you every place
I saw you in every face.

I tried to keep myself away from you
My feelings were always true.

I thought I would harm,
I wish now to hold you in my arm.

I watched you cry,
Inside I always die.

I saw you walk alone,
Far away from your home.

Now that we standing here,
I want to take away all your fear.

I want you now to hear it for once
Before you say I didn’t take the chance.

I loved you always day and night
Till I saw my last light.

When I was alive you never felt my presence,
Now when I am dead you feel my absence.

You will be love again the way I did,
You will find me as your shadow when you need.
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