Saturday, February 25, 2012

The Reason is YOU



Friends I may have many
Important to me I wonder if any.
 I changed who I used to be,
And the reason is YoU.

Drinking used to be my habit
My emotions I hide inside the closet.
Gave up drinking,and the emotions are true,
And the reason is YoU.

My nights used to be alone,
Did nothing from dusk to dawn.
I have things now to do,
And the reason is YoU.

My life was in pieces
I was d reason 2 burn into ashes.
Now am happy too
And the reason is YoU.

In your arms I want to rest in peace,
All my worries are nw at cease.
I changed myself from who I used to be
And the reason is just YoU.

Tuesday, October 11, 2011

If........................

IF......
If u wud hv ever believed me,
U wud hv known-2u I cn never lie.

If u wud hv  ever looked at me
U wud hv known-m beautiful inside.

If u wud hv ever held my hand
U wud hv known-wid u I always stand.

If u wud hv ever cared for me
U wud hv known-wid u everything I share.

If u wud hv missed me once
U wud hv known-2b wid u I never missed a chance.

If u wud hv ever fought wid me
U wud hv known-i wud hv always let u win.

If u wud hv ever loved me
U wud hv known-hw much I still love YOU...!

Wednesday, August 17, 2011

i am in Love with my MurdereR

Going the distance
 I could not resist your existence.
Alone in my room
He came on full moon.
Something different I saw in his eyes
Now I realized he believed in the lies.
He got me close
When I smelled like rose.
His kiss wasn’t tender
He was here for the murder.
Pushing me hard towards d wall
N caught me again before I was about to fall.
The pain in his heart
The love now that hurt.
The lie- I cheated on him
The fact-he was my perfect dream.
Removing his belt
I thought his heart would melt.
My weakness was his touch
Now was the time he wanted me so much.
The drug he slowly tried to inject
To which I could never reject.
Like a slow poison
Once I was his only obsession.
The chain that he gifted, he tried to break,
His purpose was to hurt my neck.
My shirt was torn
The rage was born
The hate in his mind
Was for my kind.
My blood on your shirt
Now to you its like some dirt.
Pushing me away
You walked down the alley.
Lying on my bed
A tear I shed
The memories that flashed
My wrist I slashed
He must be an intruder
But I am in love with my murderer.
----X---

Sunday, May 22, 2011

sititNg hEre alonE

Sitting here alone

I am sitting here alone with my tearfull eyes
I am sitting here alone with just my memories.

People around just passed by me
This was where I wanted to be.

Looking at the world I feel it’s the happy place
May be I was the one who lived in the sad phase.

Friends and family around I always wish
Now that everything with them I miss.

I am sitting here alone like every year
I am sitting here alone to shed my tear.

Living my life was so difficult
No one cared how I ever felt.

Like a toy I was to everyone
Playing with me was the fun.

To kill myself was never the plan
I had to do it for my man.

Sitting here alone I rest in peace
My life to all looks like a broken piece.
-----X----

sHadoW


shadow
I followed you every place
I saw you in every face.

I tried to keep myself away from you
My feelings were always true.

I thought I would harm,
I wish now to hold you in my arm.

I watched you cry,
Inside I always die.

I saw you walk alone,
Far away from your home.

Now that we standing here,
I want to take away all your fear.

I want you now to hear it for once
Before you say I didn’t take the chance.

I loved you always day and night
Till I saw my last light.

When I was alive you never felt my presence,
Now when I am dead you feel my absence.

You will be love again the way I did,
You will find me as your shadow when you need.
---------X---------

Tuesday, April 19, 2011

Away from the crowd

Away from the crowd, away from the light
He stood by me and was so quite.
Hello- I said
He nodded his head.
Too much of his silence
Was like trying my patience.
His cold touch shivered me,
When we were the only ones standing under the tree.
Now he started to talk,
While we took a small walk.
“Are you scared of me?” –he just asked
“no I love you” was all I said.
“feel my thirst, feel my hunger;”
“I feel the trust and I will be your lover”.
His eyes were red,
I know he was dead
I looked at him, his skin so pale,
Something made me realize, he lived in hell.
He kissed my neck and held me tight,
May be he tried to catch up my fright.
“kiss me” was my order,
His lips were colder.
“Love me always” I whispered in his ears,
“Make me like you, so I can always be in your arms.”
“no” he said- “I want you to be human”;
“no” I said – “I want to be your woman”!
“Give up everything” he said to be in my world…;
“I am giving up everything for you- is my word..!”
His cold hands on me again,
The pain he said would now begin!
I closed my eyes,
He sealed his lips
The mark on my neck
Would never fade.
The pain was intense
My blood was drained
I was dead,
My new life would commence.
Away from the crowd, away from the light,
Tonight here we are again with so much delight…!
-----------X---------

Wednesday, February 9, 2011

How Do U Love?

How do you love
How do u love some 1 without getting hurt?
How do u love some1 without crawling in the dirt?
How do u love some1 and make it last?
How do u love some1 without shrinking in the past?
How do u love some1 without shedding a tear?
How do u love some 1 without that loosing fear?
How do u love some1 without feeling insecured?
How do u love some1 without making things cleared?
How do u love some1 n expect everything to be best?
How do u love some 1 without taking the love test?
How do u love some 1, by knowing about that lie?
How do u still love that some1 n stay under same sky?
How do u love some1 who left u alone?
How do u love some1 whose heart is like a stone?
How do u love some 1 with all that pain?
How do u love some1 without going insane?
How do u love some1 without having answers to all this questions?
How do u love some1 without learning this lessons?